The 4th of July

What is your favorite holiday? Why is it your favorite?

For myself, I would say Independence Day (America) is my favorite holiday.

While I rarely partake of the cup of patriotism, I’d happily blow something up if given half the chance.

My mother and I would sometimes buy fireworks from the TNT stand, but I recall a few years when we went to the reservation to purchase our fireworks. They always had the best ones.

During the summers, I would often hang out with my best friend, Cedar. We would play in the woods, the fields, and most often on the beaches.

I quite like the little tanks that roll around. I also liked the battleships you could put in the water, and they would propel themselves a short distance.

The day after the 4th, you would often find unspent fireworks half-buried in the dunes. Bottle-rockets were a favorite of mine. I especially like the ones that whistled as they went up.

The sounds and the sparkle were entirely captivating.


I think the allure of fireworks lies in the environment of my upbringing. The explosions of bombs were so far removed that they became something of a fantasy or fiction.

My parents weren’t interested in guns or the military. Their own parents had served honorably, but it was not something my parents ever aspired to themselves.

I recall a neighbor in the “Old Funky Boat Yard” had a miniature hand cannon salvaged from a tall ship. I remember one cloudy day, he took it out of the case and carefully loaded the ball and gunpowder. It was incredibly loud when he discharged a shot out towards the old rail trestle.

It was absolutely marvelous!


While I was in the Boy Scouts, I had narrowly missed an opportunity to shoot at a rifle range. The instructor had finished for the day, and we were left to mess about with archery instead.

The first, and likely last, time handling a gun was at the National Guard base near Astoria, Oregon.

While attending the Tongue Point Job Corps Center, I had the opportunity to try my hand at a sort of virtual firing range that was built into the interior of a vehicle. My memory is a bit spotty, but I think it was a semi truck?

The rifle was real, so we had to be instructed on how it worked and received some basic shooting instructions. I enjoyed the experience, but I had some difficulties sighting with my glasses.


Nowadays, I have returned to simply watching explosions from a comfy seat. I don’t care much for live-action violence. I mostly stick to Sentai Squad and Mecha anime when I am in the mood for it.

me manning the helm of cornelia down in the Caribbean near Guadeloupe

Well, that will be it for today. Thank you for taking the time to read my post.

Questions or comments can be left below. Have a great day!

Author: Kasanje
My name is Kasanje (카산제). I have resided in the Carolinas since 2007. In 2024, I graduated from Vance-Granville Community College with an associate’s degree in Business Administration. I started kasanje.home.blog in 2019 as a travel blog, in 2020, I pivoted the content to game guides and "get paid to" platforms and changed the name to fatwalletrefugee.com. In 2026, I migrated all travel and personal content to Kasanje Travels (https://kasanje.com). From 2013 to 2021, I ran a crypto mining business. Several other obscure ventures followed, including an LLC that managed influencer talent. Currently, I am a reseller. I’ve sold goods on Amazon, eBay, Poshmark, Vinted, and other marketplace sites, but I find eBay is my favorite. You can find my store on eBay @fatwalletrefugee.

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